navigations to life;

2009-03-04T15:48:00.001+08:00

2009-03-03T15:23:00.002+08:00

haaaaaaaaaaaa .__.

SS I GOT 2/12! LOLOL!!!!!
maths i got 20.5/50 LOLOLOL!!!!!!
zai.

fucking irritated ley -____________-
3 stupid guys keep spamming me msgs -___-
shut your mouth. nono, fingers.
hope you 3 see this.
dont msg me already la, irritating ley -.-
and im not interested in any of you.
LOLOL. *fart*
HAHAHHA. fuck off man ._.

i'll show you i can live without you :D
goodbyeee. off to audition :}

2009-03-02T17:42:00.003+08:00

pain pain, go away.

cant help it.
hurts like -_____-

today, phototaking session, CELINE BESIDE ME.
LIKE ZOMGWTFBBQ.
and and and, she was like pressing her meatballs against me -.-
okay, i meant fats -____-
its not about the fats.
its about HER!
of all people, im beside her ):
and beside her, is PLATYPUS.
OMFG @____@
and motherfuckingshit, bmf screamed when we went to view meatball's blog.
i didnt expect my mouth to open either -.-
I TELL YOU. IM NOT GONNA BUY THE FUCKING CLASS PHOTO. -_____-
sucks.

&,
i remember thinking i'll never lose you.
i remember how much i liked your smile.
i remember how much i cried for you.
i remember how much i loved you.
i dont know why i cant let go.
i dont know why i just want us to be together again.
i dont know why i remember your face.
i dont know why i was unreasonable.
i dont know why i was sensitive.
its okay, i'll forget you entirely, if not slowly. :}
but deep inside, i really dont know.
i feel as if i wasnt even part of your life,
that may be the truth.
i dont want to think about you anymore,
because when i see you in my dreams, you're hurting me.
and i'll wake up in tears.
fuck.

2009-03-01T21:22:00.003+08:00

fucked up.
its not like i was unfaithful.
its not like i was untrue.
you were the one, i wasnt at fault.

yeahs, it was my stupid mouth who pointed something out.
but it was you, who was unfaithful in the first place.
it was you, who said ily to 2 girls.
and when i questioned you, you said not to think too much.

you wouldnt be guilty if i hadnt doubted your love.
well, now i truly know you.
i guess i didnt know you well enough.

you were the one who said you wouldnt contact me anymore.
in the end, you messaged me 2 hours and 53 minutes later.
saying, 'i know i love you, but those words hurt me. i dont think those words can be erased from my mind. i'm sorry that you dont want to give me up. take care of yourself.'
and after that, you said 'i never wanted to hurt you.'

i hurt you? bullshit.
you hurt me. how would you feel if i two-timed you?
you're the womanizer and yet, you're hurt when someone called you a two-timer?
if you didnt want to hurt me, you would two-time?
i've got nothing to say to you already.
dont talk cock with me.

couldnt sleep all night.
i wont cry for you anymore.
i regretted, my eyes are so swollen i cant fully open it -.-
i've wasted tears on you, be honoured.
i'll move on.
you aint the only guy on earth.
go two time more girls, i wont be hurt anymore.

though i've finally 'seen light',
my dear bmf and friends, it can never be the same again.
i wont be able to smile that same smile again.
please dont talk about him. thanks.

2009-03-01T10:46:00.003+08:00

i'm sorry i messed the whole thing up.
i thought you were coming back, but it seems like you'll never be there again.
come back, baby please.
i'll do anything to be with you.
since there's no more me you and me, life is meaningless.
it wouldnt be a problem soon :}
somehow i can't forget you, after all that we've been through.

wanyin was right, i knew we couldnt last so long and get married blahblahblah.
but you made it worst, you made me wanna quit school earlier now.
cause i dont care about my future if you're not part of it.

im sorry bmf, misery and grief is only short termed (:
greatest apologies for dayana and wanyin.
2 lives, lost.
if you dont understand, dont bother.
dont go around asking either.
you'll forget me sooner or later.

because, all i want is you.

2009-02-28T18:31:00.004+08:00

dulan leys.
sometimes audition just pisses me off.
though sometimes my bl cheers me up :)

kp leh.
i play 188 db4.
then i x5 2 times in that game itself.
tyco one la.
then a noob says i hack.
then i tell him go save la, see i got hack anot.
noob dont talk so much.
and your level is what? a pathetic 11? hahahah.
then he say what i use on off hack.

please la hor, if you dont know what that hack is, shut your mouth.
even if you use on off hack,
you can save that person's replay,
and if got use hack, the bar will be stuck there.
pcb.

then i say 'come only, gaga lai. if i got hack you spam mega me la, i'll entertain you. what i have is money, i'd definitely have enough. i no need hack also can win you.'
and his score is like what, 150k? i thrashed him more than 700k. :B
then he say 'okay i save.'

after that, i pm him.
i ask if i got use hack anot la.
then he dont dare reply wor :O
i go inside his room he run.

humji say la.
noob kia.
drink more of your mom's breast milk if you havent matured yet.
or your mother got breast cancer?
people chain cannot uh.
chain is called hack?
omg, grow up, sucker.
or i should say, is your spacebar spoilt, that you cant chain? :}

xialan .__.
that stupid mother fucker ruined the remaining 10% of my mood.
now, im left with none.
so, shut your asshole and dont irritate me.

2009-02-28T12:18:00.004+08:00

until i heal, i wish that i could freeze everything i feel.
emotions unknown, in fact they'd only turn me into stone.

if i could only hold you now and make the pain just go away,
can't stop the tears from rolling down my face.
what choice do i have, when you hurt me so bad, wrecked everything we had?
-___________-

dont wish to talk. dont wish to text.
dont wish to answer calls. -.-
might go mia.

went to extend hair with pear ytd.
just realise im broke -___-
went to far east.
then after that go pizza hut celebrate bmf's 5th month.
everyone like very sian like that.
russell came too.
joker. rude kid.
first thing he said to me when he saw me wasnt 'hello'.
it was 'mentos please' .__.

hah, xinyi showed me this video.

irritatingly stupid.

cya.

2009-02-26T19:36:00.003+08:00

i dont know how to trust, and what to believe anymore.
dont ignore me, .____.

happy 5th month, bmf. :}
i'll only smile for you guys.

lets hope when posting this,
the stupid blue screen doesnt appear -.-
or i'll have to re-type from the beginning.
oh yeah, my comp's gone insane.
just like me -_____-

completed all exams ytd.
like heng, the rest of bmf except me and wy has exam till friday.
should i say, phew? ._.

bomber returned us our ca chinese paper today.
i failed, but got improve. 36/100, improved by 9 marks.

i dont know why, i just cant seem to understand what im doing.
i can make oh so simple mistakes, cause i just cant pay attention to what im doing.
i dont even know what im doing .__.
computer's failing. chinese fail. english i think fail.
ss fail. maths most likely fail. physics should be fail.
chemistry obviously fail. and now, you're leaving me.

well, i guess so, you didnt say, but i guessed.
correct me if im wrong.
its okay, if you really want it that way, i wont blame you.
i learn how to forgive and forget, dont worry.
i'll do something, so i wont remember you,
only 2 people know this. so dont bother asking around if you dont know.

and please people, dont make me laugh.
i rather not laugh then fake that laugh.
it feels weird.

im lost. i need a new direction.
help.
without you, life is meaningless.

2009-02-24T21:00:00.002+08:00

well, nothing happened.
just pon-ed physics after school, thats all. (:

maybe staying at home is better than tonning.
cause i dont wanna ton at a house of someone i dont like :}
mother fucker.
guess i didnt know you well.
well go along, :D
go find your juliet. HAHAHAHHAA.

what, dont get worried people. nothing happened.
tmr maths test.
then dnt also.
omf. got dnt.
omgomgomg. study whattttttttt.

got what stupid maths presentation on tues -.-
group members are all -________- man.
lol, faris contacted me to discuss when to do blahblah.
were talking about the maths presentation.
then suddenly, idk why,
we started talking horny -.-
nono wait, he start first one.
funny ley. lol :B

kay toodles. :}
i seriously want to quit school before june.

2009-02-23T20:29:00.003+08:00

-_____________-

3rd post today,
wondering whats wrong with me .__.
compiled the other two, save posts :B

english, discussive writing, wrote less than 250 words, hah.
spent most of the time staring out of the window ):

cant believe i wrote a line for ss D:
completed the paper in less than a minute out of the 40 minutes given.
How far were the Sinhalese and Tamils (blahblahblahblah) citizenship rights? Explain your answer.
i wrote : 'The Tamil Tigers were very pissed off by the doings of the Sinhalese, so they planted bomb in their houses.'
then i went to sleep (:
woke up like almost every 15 minutes to stare out of the window.
because can see his house from here, HAHAHAHA :3
sigh ):

tmr's mt and combine science paper.
shag. aiya.
dnt already fail, mt confirm fail, english also fail already.
ss fail. chem confirm fail.
physics pass gam lan -.-
like i can even pass in the first place l:
toodles my friends,
i wanna quit sch by june ):

2009-02-23T18:56:00.004+08:00

you stupid ';...;' _l_

1.16pm;
mother fucker is right man.
no wonder there isnt such thing as father fucker.

i want go out, then mom kp -.-
irritating.
kp like what sia.
seriously, you always see my guailan my parents.
now i never guailan, the more they wont shut their stinking mouth.
bth already ):

i'm not going back home already la.
after ca, i everyday ton outside :}
yayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

luv youuuuuuuu babies. LOL.
i got 1.175m for choreo 4k 188 :B
then i got 1.2m for db4 188 :DD
yaye yaye yaye!

boo shit -.-
i got 1m but im still unhappy ):
i wanna go outtttttttttttttttttttttttt.
fuck ley. this house even worst than jail.
_l_ fuck the world, people.

i love sesame street, cause it says fuck with me sesame at abc123 street (:
and i love mr nooooooooooooodle cause he's so gay :B
and i love powerpuff girls cause they're so strong and powerful.
and i love barbie dolls cause they got long hair.
HAHAHHAAA. like real -.-
only the first 2 are real :3
toodles. ):

_____________________________________

-_____-
will a car please bang that fucking obstacle blocking my vision? -.-
she destroyed my life ):
because of youuuuuu, some things happen -.-
why cant you shoo off, or just commit suicide?
no one will even notice.
yeah you're pretty, so? -.-
bitch :B
i dont even care if you read this,
you dont even know who im talking about :3
and in the first place, you dont even know me.
so tadaaa.
with you in my life, there's no more sunshine.
he's mine, you fucking bimbo.
if you've got nothing to do, dig your butt and smell your fingers.
or just take a magnifying glass and look up your asshole.
you'd find mould there :}
once you do that, do a scientific report about it.
thanks (:
if you choose not to do that, go fuck your father lah.
i think he'll entertain you.
you're cheap anyway. who cares? :}
i think you go geylang, free also no one wants.

guuuuuuuuuu bye. :}
hope you read this, fucktarian. :D
what, im being polite. :b

2009-02-22T13:05:00.002+08:00

yaye yaye, maybe deleting this blog :}
too lazy to blog, :D

ca's tmr -__________-
wtffffffffff.
dont worry, im not studying :B
fail then fail lor -.-

._________________.
i hate liars :D
i hate two-timers :D
i hate suckers :D

dont get sensitive, im not saying anyone.
just random (:

2009-02-21T18:28:00.005+08:00

fuck your mother.

saw something,
decided that i'd ignore you.
you wont get to see me again.

continue doing that,
it'll be as if i've never existed.

bmf 5 more days, cant wait.

2009-02-19T20:29:00.005+08:00

i luvvvvvvvv you. :}

WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT.
CA'S NEXT WEEK! _l_

didnt go to sch today :D
feigned having stomach cramp in the morning.
in the end, really had it T______T

went to polyclinic, buy mc. tada.
mc in hand, went to look for 4113951419518 :3
then bleahbleahbleah (:

went home at around 5+, and auditioned all da way.
then, watched wccs wedding :D
grats, :B

okey, going back to audi.
there's nothing else to do ):
i miss all of you back at school l:

7 more days to bmf's 5th month.
love you babes. hah :D

oh yaaaaa,
going out with pear tmr.
just realised that i always dig a hole in her pocket friday.
sorry my dearest, hahhahahahaa.
i'll try to make your hole bigger, dont worry.
HAHAHHAHAHA! {:

toddles. :B

2009-02-18T16:29:00.002+08:00

ily baby :}
call me!
*slides skirt up*
*blow kiss*
LOL.

blahblahblah.
school so far is sooooooo boring.
lets just talk about today ._.

went to school -.-
didnt want to, cause i had sore eyes -___-
all thanks to 41139514 ):
butttt, decided to go cause ca coming (:
*halo pops out on head* :D

during recess, went to look for om.
he didnt wanna let me go home.
asshole _l_
then slacked at sick bay -.- lol.
for 2 fucking hours.
wanted to run one, but then that stupid lcb clark -.-
the one that upset wanyin la ):
my poor poor girl D:
its okay, i give her chance.
waited till 1.10+,
faked that i wanted to go toilet, and ran out (:
LIKE DAMN ASSHOLIC LA.
SHOULD HAVE DONE THAT HOURS AGO -_____-

then walked home with pear,
on the way home, cabbed home, as usual.
i think cabbies wont be losing their jobs,
cause they got me :B
singapore cabbies are safe {:

reached home. mother kp.
fuck ley she.
dont let me go out, so guailan -.-
i should have recorded her kping, ==
stay at home, kp.
go out, kp.
what she want sia -____-
she kp, then i break my pencil infront of her.
poor pencil ):
then she continue kp -____________________-
when i cant take it anymore,
i'll break your bones like how i break my pencil, mom. (:

then something happened.
fuck you, bro.
hate you to hell.
hope your balls rot till it can never be seen. {:

now i feel like leaving home again ):
fuck the world, people.
anyone have spare room tell me, kay? D:

okay byeee. i go play audition (:
maybe it can cheer me up :D

2009-02-14T18:53:00.002+08:00

-______________________________-
WHY!

happy valentines, suckers. -.-

ytd went lot with pear.
thennnn, spent an hour at ajisen.
cool shit l:

then walked around, then go buy her foundation.
thennnnn. go bpp -.-
then blahblahblah.
yeah i shy i know, whatever. lol .
i didnt expect that was you -_____-

then reached home, auditioned.
playeddd.
saw a couple of xmms at lobby quarreling,
couldnt help but burst out laughing.
seriously, grow up will you (:

then after that i saw songning on audi :O
cool .
then bleahbleah.
dont wanna interfere, but that girl is even more guailan than me luh.
i cant help but say it {:
seriously, so guailan until the first sentence you see her type,
you already wanna slap her hard.

father kped, so switched off comp.
seriously, dont force me to run away again.
i swear you'd definitely regret.
cause i wont come back again, regardless of what you do.
cause you suck, fucktard.

went to room, was on the phone from 12 midnight - 3 + in the morning.
then slept, only woke up at only 1+ .
wanted to go back to sleep,
but then they were watching tv so loudly i couldnt sleep again ):

the moment i went out, my mother keep staring at me like fuck.
then i ask her, dont stare la,
then she say what, how can you talk to your own mother like that.
then i say, how can you stare at your own daughter like that.
then she say, you better watch out i tell you, i havent slap you yet.
then i was like, 'slap la, you dare you slap only. you dare slap i give you $5.'
then she diam diam -'-

then joined them watching tv.
then go play audition l:
this is called a no life study girl.
hah, :}
idk what to do for dnt, someone help me? D:

okey, i think im gonna go bathe,
finish up my new skin, use it, then go back audi.
or maybe after bath, im gonna go sleep.
sorrey, im a pig. i need lots of sleep.
thank you, end of speech. (:
tata. *smooch*.

i luv you s, but i cant have you )':

2009-02-11T20:23:00.001+08:00

feel like changing skin. faggot. -.-

2009-02-11T14:44:00.005+08:00

maybe in time you'll change your mind,
now looking back i wish i could rewind.

hah, my mom bought london choco roll -.-
fucking screamed out laughing the moment i saw the box.

fuck ley she.
like got mood swing leh.
she suddenly ask me about my ezlink card.
she damn ridiculous la, here's the conversation.

mom : 'take back your ezlink card already anot?'
me : 'no'
mom : 'what do you mean no? you mean your teacher havent return it to you?'
me : *silent*
mom : 'you havent given me an answer yet ah, where is your ezlink card?'
me : *silent, looking at monitor*
mom : 'if you keep quiet, im going to call the school'

then she really call ley.
mom : 'hello is this teckwhye secondary school? may i know who is the relief chinese teacher of class 3D?'
mom : *wait* 'hello miss lim ah?'
me : *shocked* *thinking : how come charmaine -.-*
mom : 'may i ask you ah, where is my child's ezlink card? blahblahblah'

fucking idiotic right! -.-
like a bitch man.

okay, school today kind of sucky.
start of the day, was geog and ss already.
the two most boring subjects.
already drained half of my energy.
did some newspaper reflection during english lesson.
then recess, when to look for pear, as usual.
taught her physics :}
though some i really dont know, HAH! :x

after that, was physics.
almost fell asleep, was mostly nodding my head off.
then maths.
liew wei yang tested us on some formula thingy.
didnt know, so i just stood up together with the rest of those who dont know.
i give chance, i say 'nevermind la. i dont wanna sit'
HAHAHA. sad la, the other people memorise then sit ley -.-
miracle.

school ends.
go home.
i really really really really really.
wanna *takes a deep breath* :D
gggggggggggggggggggggggg. ):

valentines day coming.
ohhhhh shit.
i hope i wont receive flowers from THAT guy -.-
not that im prejudiced or anything, but where would i put the flower? {:

dear mr s, will you gimme a flower? D:
i luvvvvvvvv you. {:
dont worry, your flower's got a place cause it'll be stabbed into my heart.
HAHAHAHAHA! :B

2009-02-07T17:55:00.003+08:00

i never thought that i'd fall in love,
but it grew from a simple crush.
being without you, i was all messed up.
when you walked out, said that you've had enough.

there's a malay wedding downstairs,
the song's so loud that it woke me up.
i didnt get irritated, surprisingly.
instead, i pitied myself. (:
wish when's mine. hah.
it'll be a miracle if i ever get married l:

welllllllll.
im pretty sure i like someone already.
though its kind of weird.
and for those who think its wilson tay, go fuck your parents.
and i dont think i'll ever like him anyway.
i hit him, cause he called me __ ___,
i dont hit him for attention.
so screw your brains for thinking that way.
and shut the fuck up, bitches.

went out with pear ytd,
pear was sooooooooo obsessed with money.
and da bing was so noob that she kept video calling me.
accompanied pear to remove and re-extend her hair.
then trained to lot, and bought movie tickets.
thats when i realised almost all my money were DRAINED.
i didnt realise how much i'd spent. asshole.
i've got to sign up for some 'how to save money' courses.
then ate at ajisen :}
sat down, didnt think that the table was higher than the table at school.
looked at the menu, and when i wanted to place it down,
my knuckle hit the table.
sounded like a bomb.
and everyone looked over -.-
we ate for an hour, and i didnt realise it.

was waiting for the '做事情不可以分心' advertisement.
but it didnt appear.
told pear the movie was worth watching.
and guess she enjoyed herself, hor kuku jiao? :D
pear laughed damn loudly so fucking unladylike when the fat girl appeared.
tsk .

didnt realise time was passing so fast, when we met at 3.30.
and when the movie ended, it was already 9.
cool shit.
had 4 missed calls from my momma.

here's the joke.
momma said i didnt tell her i was going out,
and my papa fucking screamed my head off in the car.
like whut the fuck.
the night before, i told her i was going out already.
then she ask with who blahblahblah.
then when i reached home from school, i told her i going out.
she even went to see what movie was available.
before i left home, i told her i'm leaving.

WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT RIGHT.
my parents sucksxzc.

oh btw, finally played audition today after a century .__.
MY SCORE WAS SO PATHETIC!
188 db4 deproved till i only got 450k ):
and i could hardly chance! sucker.

anw, my comp's still spoilt T____T
and bro doesnt let me touch his comp.
so i gotta use this LAGGGGGGY comp.
fucker.

sad, there's school on monday.
planning to go lan tmr. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.
i dont know why, suddenly, im feeling so hyper.
man, lan's my favourite word :}

kay toodles, gonna go ask around for breaking dawn,
cause i started reading eclipse before sleeping,
and finish up with it when i woke up.
guess i fell asleep XD

nighty nights everyone . (:
i luv you, s. :3
*imaginary smooch* :x

2009-02-04T15:37:00.004+08:00

Time passes, even when it seems impossible.
Even when each tick of the second hand aches like blood behind a bruise.
It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does.

school was -__________________-
couldnt wake up early -.-
first lesson was chem.
so boring, lol. had a short quiz.
and i was so fucking careless -.-
the answer is C, and i labelled it.
but hor, i go write B. wtf right. haaaa. ==

then chinese.
that stupid teacher accepted my rubbish reflection :D
noob la.

then english.
then charmaine ask me 'did you hand in your chinese homework?'
then i say 'ya'
then she say 'did she accept it?'
then i say 'ya.'
then she say 'what did she do?'
then i say 'i give then she just take.'
then she say 'did you apologise to her?'
then i say 'no.'
then she say 'i want you to apologise to her ah.'
like so dumb -.-
who would wanna apologise to a relief teacher anyway l:

maths.
liew wei yang shouted sey :O
he was like 'I TELL YOU ALL TO SHUT UP, WHY CANT YOU GUYS JUST SHUT UP!'
then his face like damn red -.o
still got one project coming up, and damn it,
im in the same group as that asshole.

got to know something today,
msged her and she claimed that she doesnt remember saying anything about someone she doesnt know.
kum gong la.
unless is someone else creating story.
but i wont give so much of a damn to that bitch.
take care hor, dont kena lang ga by lorry (:
maybe you're so fat you could roll like celine.
meatball factory, HAH!

tmr, ending school late.
son of a bitch.
wonder why must change timetable.
make my life so miserable by ending school so late.
get a life, potato.

2009-02-02T14:57:00.003+08:00

Death, that hath sucked the honey of thy breath,
hath had no power yet upon thy beauty.

long post.

im back, suckers :D
i only ate 2 thirds of a hotdog & a mushroom ball.
is that it? -.- AIYA. dont know what ball.
just dont think dirty .__.
then went to buy breezer with zw.
breezer nth de lor,
& i cant figure out why pear was almost drunk -.o
maybe she wasnt, but she said something right in front of huiyu's mom.
LOL. ._____________.
finished it in a little more than a minute.
& guess what, i dont even free warm down my throat.
expected.

after i came back on friday night,
chionged twilight and new moon (:
SOMEONE LEND ME ECLIPSE :B
CALL ME IF YOU HAVE IT.
but i tell you, I RESERVE FIRST HOR.
no such thing as first come first serve for me. :3
& HOR. BREAKING DAWN ALSO OKAY!
if you have, you better dont hide.
cause i may even knock on your door just for that book.
HAHAAH! (:

saturdayyy,
ahma was so nice to help me buy next chill and breezer.
finished it just the same,
but i could swear i finished it faster than on friday.
as ya know, moooooood swinggggggs.

sundayyyyy.
stayed home most of the day,
wasnt able to touch the comp ):
my comp's still spoilt.
and bro was so engrossed in his game,
i decided to give chance (:

today.
sucked. lollllllll.
first lesson was charmaine lim's.
she told me what plan thing.
OH YA, just rmbed that i brought it home.
heng, but i doubt i'd do it anyway :x

then chinese.
that stupid dog teacher.
grace handed in work, & she didnt even wanna accept it.
cock seh.
grace better than me luhs, i never even do can.
grace got do still like that. wtf right.
zhongda was like '她很 cb hor?'
& i LOL-ed :D
i was SOOOOOO nice,
to even inform her that i'll hand in my work before chinese lesson ends.
& guess what, she asked so much cock why i didnt do.
& she say, 'dont do during my lesson' (in chinese)
LIKE HELLOOOO. i didnt come on friday right,
how would i know on thurs that i planning to skip friday, feigning illness?
& in the first place, i dont even bring work home (:
unless its stuck in btwn my foolscap.
bring home, i'll still wont do it what.
then she confiscated my ezlink card.
hah, stupid teachers.
never learnt their lesson.
should ask this jiaobin to go learn from mdm tong.

mdm tong is a fast learner,
after learning that keeping my ezlink,
i'd still skip detention,
she decided to keep my bag.
i went home just the same. lol.
and she didnt give me any more detention after that.
HAHAHHA, cause some teachers are just so dumb,
they dont know i'll never go for detention.
dumb asses.

dnt sucked.
spent 2 hours drawing something what i myself dont know.
ruixuan talked to me.
it really wasnt that bad kay.
maybe i was just prejudiced against her. hah.
not really talk la, she ask me how to draw o.o
beside her got weide and jin quan,
but suprisingly, she chose to ask me instead -.-

OKAY ENOUGH,
i hate dnt.
sucks.
sucks.
sucks because of the lesson,
AND SUCK BECAUSE OF THE PEOPLE IN IT.

because, some stupid thing was going on,
and the guys were talking about what im jinquan's 2nd target.
stop your shit man ==
& i got molested.
fucktarian.

okay la bye.

2009-01-30T16:25:00.004+08:00

dear stranger, you're not irreplaceable.
i'll show you that i can live without you.
i'll show you i can be happy without you.

didnt go to sch today (:
faked sick.
tada. lols :3
pear thought i was sick -.o
noob. XD

woke up like damn late, then went to play audi,
then blog hopped.

alrights, later going eat steamboat with bmf and co. {:
hope i enjoy myself :D
im not trying to say that they're not nice people la.
but then i dont really know some people who are going.
like ... some others.
aiya dont care la.
actually, i still dont know if i wanna go anot :B

see how la kay.
im gonna go sleep.
so if i can wake up in time, i go.
if not ... duibuqi luhs. :x

tata.

2009-01-28T14:07:00.002+08:00

dear stranger, jolok kau.

damn sian ==
cannot find those songs that i want on imeem.
shit ass.

oh anywayyyyy.
happy birthday sis.

school sucked, obviously.
got whut maths and chinese hw,
dog teachers say whut dont do then must stay back on friday.
bullshit. :)
i'll show you.

new year is overrrrrrrr.
i wont be posting any pictures.
cause i ps :D
kay luhs. byeee. {:

2009-01-22T16:08:00.005+08:00

dear stranger, aku rindu kau ):

just posted 3 days ago, but it seemed like weeks .__.
alrightttttt.
long days at sch, cant really be bothered anyway.

monday got extra lessons, but the rest of the weeks, im free {:
but i still come home late cause i wait for someone. (:

tues, went to bugis to look for elaine.
sorry for making you wait :x

then went to arab street.
then after that met wanyin and co at bugis mrt.
then shopped, then shop half way, i go lan :D
then playyyy. then go home. .__.

then ytd, went to lot with carolin after sch.
then walked aroundddddddd.

then today, after sch waited for the royalties, pear & debbie, with jany & wanyin.
went to the archery range and shoot. lols.
felt like a failure man.
couldnt even hit once out of the 3 times i tried. ==
hopeless case. :l

then acted like retards,
stood outside the sch gate, throwing huiyu's fake cockroach at the passers-by.
in the end, i think they were scaring themselves.
the passers-by like no reaction one, lols.
hui yu and jany even acted out a play -.-

poor pear, i made her cry during recess today! :D
im not sorry at all XD
dont crush my boobs please D:

wellll. i named the cockroach inspector qiang.
i keep putting it infront of pear's eyes :B
then i put it into her blouse. LMAO.
then she took it out -.o
and she cried .__.
dont expect a sorry from me =P

[EDITED.]
celine cried today!
xianghao said to her : you look at me one more time, i call police.
then celine said : call la, call la
then the girls in front said : SHUT UP LA
and celine cried.
aww. so sad. LMAO.
anyways, celine, i think you'd be better off selling your meatballs :D
[/EDITED]

okay, tmrs the stupid celebration thingy.
dont feel like going .__.
shit ass.
if he's not going, im not going.
thats all, goodbye {:

my dear ma,
you wont read this, but i just wanna tell you,
i loveeeeeee you. ):
sadly, you're too cute, i cant have you ):

2009-01-19T19:26:00.002+08:00

dear stranger, i didnt see you today.

puabye.
guess what.
kiang dio ho, mai gei kiang.
thats what i seriously want to screw into my mother's brain.
like what siol, say my cupboard messy.
then she gei kiang go pack.
yeahyeah, she knows i smoke.

then she purposely threw most of the things from my cupboard.
now, its left with all my rubber bands, clips, comb, and hair cream .__.
she threw away my makeup, my cig, my cig box,
and guess what.
MY OH SO PRECIOUS 6 CUTE LIGHTERS ):
they're like so cute la. you press then the toy inside jump one D:

what else goes byebye?
my 1.5mm piercing needle.
my 1.8mm piercing needle.
the different shades of pink nail polishes. (idk exactly how many there are)
my bloodshot red nail polish.
my pure white nail polish.
my transparent nail polish.
my 12 color eye shadow.
my eyeliner.
my mascara.
my foundation.
my eyelash curler.
my arrow stud.
my fergie cut-outs.
MY RUIEN MAGAZINES.
and the list goes on, well you know i have so many things,
i cant remember every little thing i have.

LIKE WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT. I KNOW!
in total, can say cost $200 - $300 okay -_____-
my makeup and nail polishes can add up to around 200 le -.-
i still cant get over it, -.-
after 3 hours of realisation, im still angry .__.
suckerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

well, today is a slack day! {:
though it ended late.
all the teachers didnt come today, except fong.
whatever her name is la.
all relieve teachers :D
kewl huh? {:

i didnt see him today.
ohwells.
maybe going to sch early tmr with dayana and wanyin. {:
maybe not.
see if i can wake up.
maybe i wont even go sch :DDD
dont force me pleaseeeeeee, ty.
tata.

i miss you,

2009-01-18T15:01:00.003+08:00

dear stranger, i dont need you any longer.

went to far east, bugis and lot with pear ytd.
pear's a nooooob.
wanted to meet at the interchange, guess what?
she called me to ask me where i was.
then i ask where she was,
and she said she was in black and she reached already.
i also told her i reach already.
guess what?
SHE WAS RIGHT INFRONT OF ME. LOL.
2 blind mice, 2 blind mice, see how they hide, see how they hide. :x

then shopped at far east,
went to bugis, shopped.
went to lot, shopped.
spent $118++.
lol, i think i can die, im spending this amount like almost every week. ==

at lot, saw huraira, and some other malay guys.

sent pear to the bus stop, then headed back into lot to look for cousin.
she shopped. and blahblahblah.
headed home, watched that nonya show -.-
okey, i've gotta explain this part.
this is only available in mio tv. and its free :D
somemore, can fast foward, rewind, pause, stop.
and its without advertisements!
i think it'd be better with advertisements :}
then pear will burst her blood vessells! {8
then can choose any episode you wanna watch :B

香味肉肝, 好吃! *show thumb*
*wide smile and expose teeth*
LOL.

tmr got dnt,
and i havent done the bloody idea sheet.
idk what the fucking hell it is.
i think i'd ignore it.

anyways, i think i dont like him anymore.
im so proud of myself :D
but that doesnt mean i'm leaving my addictions.
my addictions need me, like how i need them.

my daddy said, 'stay away from him, juliet',
but you were everything to me,
i was begging you, 'please dont go.'

2009-01-15T20:59:00.002+08:00

dear stranger, _l_

just here to post less than 100 words.

im not your substitute.
i hope you understand this,
but i doubt you'll read this.
i hope you fall in love with her.

zw rocks man. LOL. keliannn. go stead her luhs {:
goodbye, not sure if im going to sch tmr.
dont have the mood.
ponyo is only available at gv -.-
and nearest is jp, but its 6pm.
some of us cant make it.
damn.

2009-01-14T21:10:00.003+08:00

dear stranger, sigh.

since i'm so bored, im gonna type some part of this post in twit.
bare with me. lols.

iie qiive up 0n hiim lerhs ,, c0urse apparentliie s0me0ne liikes hiim tuhh.
nnds we alsh0 n0 h0pe derhs ,, lolls, c0urse dhat qirl m0re peii wiibx hiim larhs.
dhats whardd iie thiink ,, T___T

freaking shit.
i took so long to type that out. ==
i seriously dont understand why people twit .__.
thats bullshit on top btw. -.-

the truth is :
i dont want to like him anymore.
and its not give up, cause i didnt even start trying. ==
someone likes him thats the truth, and i didnt stop loving him because of her.
cause he himself doesnt like her much, i guess?
just found it a waste of time liking someone, when i dont trust anyone anymore.

anywayyyy, today sucked. kinda.
morning routine, slapped pear in the boobs.
my new years' resolution is to flatten pear's boobs from world cup to -A cup {:

today's lessons sucked like a mother fucker.
maths. the liew wei yang like look down on me and grace la, like wtf. ==
he every lesson ask us if we can do -.-
like puhhhlease. .__.
if we cant even understand the first chapter, i doubt we can pass eoy? -.-

geog was like a mother fucking bulldog.
yeah cause my face was like a bulldog, which was like this -______-
cause i fell asleep. lol.

chem, wtf. sucked like a fucking fucktarian selling sex toys.
chinese! i dont know how to read the textbook seh .__.
poor pooor pooooooooooor me, haiya, should i say i sec 1 dk how read already?

the rest of the lessons i forget already la.
wanyin didnt come to sch again today.
-.- alternate days mc uh girl? .__.
so good, i also want D:

okey, i think i'm going out with bmf tmr {:
and most likely friday's our time tgt!
we're watching ponyo! :DDDDDDDDD

2009-01-12T21:54:00.002+08:00

dear stranger, truth is a heartbreaker.

fuck, all i want is you.
im willing to change all my angbao $ for you.
and pear's face now is like ':O'
i can imagine that -.-
then debbie's reaction would be 'sure anot?'

-.-
well, im telling you now, im willing.
why do you think i carved the first initial of his name over my heart? :D
will upload the picture soon, though its a little obscene -___-
maybe not. LOL. {:
like who would wanna see it anyway?

fuck, i hate you for being so cute.
i hate you for being so caring.
i hate you for calling me.
i hate you for msging me.
i hate you for playing games with me.
i hate everything that you do with me.
i hate that i love you.

FUCKING SHIT.
you know about that stupid guy's craze that i took so long to get over.
you know about how i neglected my studies for him.
you know about how i deproved in every subjects.
you know about how stuck on him i am.
you know about how i got addicted to something because of him.

too bad, its a different guy now.
but somehow i know, i'm gonna end up hurting myself all over again,
just to forget him.
well the hurt has already started, and i dont know what i can do to stop it.
what makes him so cute? l:

today is my favourite day,
all addictions started all over again.
i love g. {:
tmr, i'll pamper myself, all with the letter g :D
NOT DRYPERS, you should know what i mean.
nobody knowwwwwwws (:

yeah yeah so what if im faking a smile?
it doesnt make you cleverer, sucka.

wanyin'll be back in sch tmr i guess,
if not, gws {:
need flowers? :D

2009-01-11T21:58:00.005+08:00

dear stranger, off to sleep after this.

i wanna smoke my lungs dry,
pg till my brains rot,
drown my kidneys and liver with whiskey,
and fall into bottomless pits of death.

however it may sound like, it doesnt matter to you.
if you readers wanna tag and say 'emo', 'dont pretend', its up to you.
my life is not for you to decide.
whatever i want to do, is not for you to comment.
all i can say, everything's for him.
dont bother talking me outta it.
dont bother wasting your saliva.
if your talk woke me up, i wouldnt be stuck in this addiction.
be satisfied, your name has been carved on my heart {:

goodbye my fellow readers, i may run away from home again.
probably to sleep under his block l:
i loved him once. or rather, probably i still love him.

xoxo, maybe this will be the last. Y

2009-01-11T12:55:00.002+08:00

dear stranger, fucking shit.

I WANT TO WATCH PONYO ON THE CLIFF BY THE SEA!!!

wtf mans. PEAR IS MAS SELAMAT, SADAM HUSSIEN, OSAMA AND OBAMA!
she's also RAFFLES, FAQUAR, AND MY NYANYA!
she's also my CHOR CHOR, TIA, AND MAMA!
LOL -.-
you know why?
CAUSE SHE GO WATCH PONYO NEVER JIO ME!
!@$()&!#()$&*#)@($*#@
I WANNA WATCH!! ):

okay, chionging dnt now, and i dont even know how to do a fucking shit.
dont care, just gonna hand in some crap. {:
gooodbye. lol.
say it without the d :D
gooooooobye! LOLLLL.

IM GONNA WATCH PONYO SOON! :D:D:D:D:D
and that crazy pear says she'll only watch with me if i treat her.
like sure! :B
我有的是钱! LOL.

2009-01-09T16:43:00.004+08:00

dear stranger, -____-

guess what, i feel like changing skin again. -.-
but i dont know what to change to.
but i feel like deleting my blog, cause its not one of my main priority -.-

and lol, guess what?
i just made a viwawa acc.
and guess what, alot lose seh.
idk how play.
hais, so noob ):

yesterday;
sch sucked. slept most of the time.
climbed up the bus heading for ngee ann, it started drizzling.
wanyin's gonna laugh at this part -.-
i said 'wah lao eh, like 漏奶leh' cause my shirt got 2 dot. rain la. ==
then charmaine lim was behind me, she said 'eleanor, that was very disgusting'
LOLOL.
reached ngee ann for the open house thingy,
guess what, I SAW DON! -___________________-
he said something like 'eleanor, 我没有想到会在这边看到你, 世界好小' -.-
word wrong, not my business, its the dictionary.
and guess what, he kept following my group -.-
then he ask me why i never go training. HAHAHAHA.
LAUGH MY NEHNEH OUT MAN.
i think the noob can pinch her nipples till she laughs :x

today;
so sleeeepy. l:
LIKE ALMOST CANNOT WAKE UP TODAY!
lucky i woke up in time, if not my father would've caned me -___-
like fuck right, i know.
dont wake up only cane _l_

I FLATTENED PEAR'S WORLD CUP TO -A CUP TODAY!
i feel like i strike 4D! *shows an angelic face*
bleaaaah :b

okeeeeey.
.__.
i scared i like him again. LOL.
for nowwww, i only like _ _ _ _ _ _ {:
bleaaaaaah.

MY PREMIUM MESSENGER GONNA END SOON, LIKE WTF.
i need money for other stuff .__.

anywaysss, I HATE EVERY LIVING THING ON EARTH.
except rabbits and hippos and him. :DDD
sucks man, idk what song to put on my blog,
AIYA dont care.

seems so weird, but i feel like studying photography.
craaap. well, its just so random, please dont sponsor me or help me apply to a sch. :D
thanks, lol.

tired, i go sleeeeep. l:

2009-01-06T19:30:00.002+08:00

dear stranger, you lied.

1. dogs.
if you see a guy called PoPevaPop on maple, cass, mass defame him, tys.
he's a malaysian dog. {:
no lan one siol, keep step yige.
lemme ask you, whats beh song? -.-
i roughly know what that dog is trying to say, but sadly,
it doesnt make sense.
one of his favourite lines is 'cause huanlo?'
LIKE PUHHHLEASEEEE, it doesnt make sense?

2. sch was -______- today.
maths, geog, ss, mt, then assembly.
already started sleeping early in the morning when potato couldnt shut his mouth up.
then maths didnt really sleep cause lwy is just so fucking idiotic? -.-
then geog face was like .___.
then ss slept.
mt, slept awhile.
assembly, slept. LOL.
-_____________-
and after this, i'm gonna go sleep too! :D

after school, stayed back for the class deco thing,
go lot buy some stuff for class.
then received a fucking idiotic message that i've decided not to say.
it changed the fucking mood of mine for the entire fucking day.
then go back sch, whole face like -_____-
then go home, face like -_______________-
then use comp, face like -_____________________-
now, you should know its worst {:

okey luhs. i go relink people, then im off to sleep :B

2009-01-05T19:00:00.002+08:00

dear stranger, shit shit shit.

its a miracle i get to post {:

today went to schooooooool.
played a foooooooooooooool.
kay seriously, i was a fool today O:
i fucking broke the class door, again.
LOL -.-

its like every class i go to, i break the door :D
im just so fucking impatient with the people holding the class key la PLEASEEEE.
dont expect the rest of us to wait for your fat ass to open the door -.-
then i used my 'mr muscle' and slammed the door open.
LMAO :B

okey, like wtf, today bring so many thick books -___-
the moment i reached class, i unloaded EVERYTHING under the table :D

blahblahblah. okeyyy.
going to sleep l:
will relink you guys asap {:
tataaaaaaaaaa. :3

2009-01-04T20:40:00.002+08:00

dear stranger, all parents all BULLSHIT.

1. this is a long post, so please dont read if you're not interested.
there's gonna something about parents, {:

2. guess whattttt, my comp spoil -.-
thats why i havent been updating.
its like the fucking cpu just wouldnt switch on one day.

i should've been lvl 35 a week ago,
guess what? -.- i still stuck at 34!
imagine if i've played for the pass week at least 8 hours a day,
can love party again siol! :O
too bad, thats why its 'if' -___-

good news.
wanyin, dayana and grace same class as me :D
bad news, guess who elseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. -_____-

okay. this is it.
today afternoon, i was watching vcd cause apparently, there's nothing else to do at home.
pear msged me, saying she felt like leaving home.
and guess what, her father fucking scolded her just because she switched on the comp.
and her father threatened to beat her up if she switch on the comp after sch.
WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT.
HOW THE HELL DID OUR GRANDPARENTS FUCKING DISCIPLINE OUR PARENTS?

and guess what.
now, my turn.
after soooooo many days of not touching the comp,
used my bro's comp, cause he was studying.
i play half way, ( not even 10 minutes yet )
my brother asked me where his geog book was.
then i told him wait, 52 secs left.
then my mother say in hokkien 'game cannot wait isit? study more important.'
then i dulan i alt f4, then i go find the book.
then i came out, my mother say in hokkien 'if play, play until so late. if play, play cannot stop. if play, whole house so noisy. i havent slap you yet.'
is like, my younger sis play audi she never say anything la.
i play, like i offended the whole world.
i didnt even scream or increase the volume la, like PUHHHLEASE.
oh yeah, and i gave my bro the book, guess what?
my bro switched off the fucking comp.
WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT. -________-
i've said it once, and i'll say it again.
fuck the whole wide world man.
middle finger to every living parent who are so unreasonable. _l_

okey, tmr's 2nd day of sch,
oh yeah, did i tell you my form teacher is CHARMAINE LIM? -.-
crap la. -.-
okaaaay. bye. l:

2008-12-27T19:48:00.003+08:00

dear stranger, shit it.

6 more days to the world of zoo -.-
platypus, dog, hotdog, gorilla, supermarket, pig, plq, and some other idiots.
wtf. -_____________-

at least i got dayana and grace :3
stupid debbie keep reminding me of THE FACT RIGHT ON TOP .__.
i wanna change class T____T

blahblahblah. gonna level soon, guess i dont need a week o.o
anywayyyyyyyyy, maple i 33 le. LOL.
sorry la, i dont usually play maple nowadays -.-
its like so boring to train right from the start again.

okay, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :B
i miss everyone :D
and pooor pear is finally online again, LOL. {:

2008-12-21T22:03:00.002+08:00

dear stranger, wow O:

first of all,
EN EN SAYS I LOOK LIKE A CAT.
WTF D:
of all things cat. -.-
blogging only because im on the way to orbis from ariant.
LOLOL. dont understand? good.

second thing,
may all the gods of all religions show sympathy on ahpear.
cause her comp is spoilt.
WAHAHAHAA.
awww D:

third thing,
poor yilin laopo T____T,
her dog passed away ):
may all gods bless it to rest in peace :B

hardly do other things nowadays, and grats myself lp success! :D
always play 7 hours of audition straight then 5 hours of maple :B
or 10 hours of audition and 3 hours of maple.
sorrey luh.
and sorry to the gms of maple.
maple sucks, audition rocks better, cause at least i can thrash people. :x

going to have 2nd job advancement today or tmr ^^
and maybe become pro in about 2 weeks?
not sure actually, depends which game i play more often :B

okay, i got a weird dream last night. -.-
i dreamt that i got caught pg.
then after that, tio lockup again.
then after that, dont know why the same bangla interrogated me again.
then he say what count yourself lucky.
then i reply 'yourself is 8 letters, lucky is 5 letters'
i wanted to know the consequence,
but too bad, someone woke me up by pushing my bed -.-

sorry debbie, bombed ya.
.____.

bleahbleahbleah. i need money.
and i owe my ahma $8 -______-
$________$

dear santa, all i want for christmas is US$10000. Y

2008-12-16T12:26:00.002+08:00

dear stranger, was she everything?

okayyyyyy, this blog is dead :D
pondering if i should delete it .__.
too busy with games :B
yayaaaa, you dont see so much enthusiasm in me for studies right?
i get your point -.-

okayyyyyyy, my pirate sucks man T____T
lol, maybe its me.
cause i play maple less than half an hour a day!
until now, im only lvl 21. LOL.
-.- sorry la, i play audition most of the time :B

i miss everyone ):
i miss BMF T_________T
its been sucha long time since i last contacted 吴馨慧.
or isit just mere days ago .__.
i miss my laogong dayanaaaaaaaa.
i miss eli my pg buddy :B
i miss mentos buddy o.o
i miss ... 2b.
sucker, why must seperate.
just take away gabriel and some other idiots can already ma.
no need seperate the whole class T____T

and speaking about sch, pig season is gonna be over!
means i cant sleep till 1+
means i cant stay at home and play like one siaopeh -.-
means i cant watch tv till 2am D:
fuck la, i still havent empty my bag.
im not ready for sch T________T
but hor, kinda good, new year means ANG BAO! :DDDDDDD

kay, take angbao and go back to sleep.
and i'll hope its november again. l:

....................................
....................................
i dont know what to say.
bye :B

Dear Diary,
i can't get him off my mind
and it scares me cause i've never felt this way.

2008-12-12T18:02:00.003+08:00

dear stranger, gimme a hug ):

1.7m for be my love db4! yo baby :B

-TUB mega :D

i mega -TUB

-CrL-xDEVIL~ is a pigggggggggggggggg. :D

lvl 34! :B

haiya sian, i think phone tio confiscate le. .___.
anything call my house, need number ask from me.

overseas msg $80++
total msg $200++ -.-
then total bill .___.
no need say.

byebye la. .___.
tooodlesss.

2008-12-10T12:21:00.005+08:00

dear stranger, it wont take away my love.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
got a bloody bitch want to steal him D:
go and die ):
still flirt with other guys sey, go fuck your father.
i hope you read this. :B

didnt post on 8th and 9th -.-
happy birthday to elaine and me! :x
hooray, im one year older .__.

blahblahblahblahblah.
okay, byebye toodles.

2008-12-07T13:44:00.001+08:00

dear stranger, .__.

its a special day tmr, and im not looking forward towards it. ==
kay, updated. toodles. -.-

2008-12-02T20:12:00.004+08:00

dear stranger, IM BACKKKKKKKK! :D

every night i cry, for you i'll bleed myself dry.
guess, for who? :x

lil hi lil low, lil hey lil ho! {:
im back!
i bought many many things .__.
yeah, i went up your ass ^^

mostly shopping,
2nd day went to walk walk at some heritage sites.
wtf man, i didnt want to go and i was dragged out of bed at 9! T.T

will post my bed very soon!
its damn huge :O
2 queen sized beds joined tgt i think (:
and i myself slept on it.
song bo! :D
toss and turn and curl and twirl and hurt no one {:

happy belated birthday 吴馨慧! ♥
sorry, was overseas l:

kay, just to update. :D
byebyeeeeeeeeeeee. {:

2008-11-28T22:56:00.002+08:00

dear stranger, okay byebye.

bye bye comp.
bye bye orhlang.
bye bye bunny.
bye bye buddy list.
bye bye loved ones.
bye bye my dearest fam.

byebye crocopie, humanpie, elephantpie, icecreampie, monkeypie, beefpie, deceptionn and ihatesluts :D {maple -.-}
byebye -SFL-ECSTASY & -SFL-FAITHx3

BYEBYE YANXUAN, FANXUAN, CHELSIA, YILIN, ENEN, BUENA!
& solo byebye melvin! ♥ {:

):
you guys know clearly well i dont want to go -.-

2008-11-27T23:06:00.003+08:00

dear stranger, i'll miss ~~you~~ you guys. (:

hais, i dont want go overseas T____T
my poor orhlang will be alone ):
and and and, who knows whether my bunny or messenger will expire when im gone? ==

i downloaded maple today! lol.
not private one, the sea one.
-___-
you know, im just so bloody stupid can.
cause i used to playing private server, x500 meso and blahblah.
then is like, now i play less than half hour jiu sian le -.-
then like, THE MESO SO FUCKING LITTLE.
i created a pirate one! so cute :x
i cant buy the pirate set! D:

i havent packed l:
i not even prepared to go!
T_______________________T
i'll miss everyone ):
dont worry, i will!
i'll rmb BMF! ♥
i'll rmb my bl : especially yanxuan, fanxuan, melvin, wcc, yilin, enen, buena, nuers and meis {: ♥
and the others if i've forgotten any of you (:

ily. :D

gooodbye T___T
cause i dont think i can be online tmr.
toodles (:

2008-11-26T23:18:00.003+08:00

dear stranger, LOL!

idk how come i can download the patch when many others cant!
and guess what, i wasted my cash on a bikini!
it was supposed to be a joke, then i accidentally bought it.
INDEFINITE. wtf. .__.
its okay, i'll buy cash again. {:

AND LOOK!

2008-11-26T13:17:00.008+08:00

dear stranger, HAPPY 2nd MONTH BMF! Y

first picture :
this person is crazy. ==
thats right, thats my sis -.-
with her constipated face.
pear, dont laugh -.-

second picture :
the new definition of emo .__.

HAHA!
-______________________________-

audition got patch .__.
10 - 4!
go and die.
going to watch winx club the movie today! :D
dont laugh at me.
kiko is cute!
look! ^^v

T________T
idk why i cant upload the pixies one.
amore and chatta so cute D:
luckette also! ):
will upload asap (:

ohkay, today is the 2nd month of BMF! ♥
love and miss them. :D

我爱 jany, pear, shumin, debbie, wanyin, 吴馨慧, 艳敏, 妍萱, 凡瑄 and 忠骏！ :D
sayonara!
adios amigos! :D
12 more days! {:

2008-11-25T20:28:00.006+08:00

dear stranger, so many lies.

FIRST THING!
quite late news, but my papa bought a 22inch monitor for me! :D
that was last week i think.
then play audition, the keys are like so FUCKING big O_O
then go blog, my blog only takes up half of the whole screen -.-

then the day before ytd, go bpp, DADDY BOUGHT ME THE REST DVDS OF 篮球火! ♥
JERRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! :D

ytd, go see doctor, cause im sickkkkk. ):

LEVEL 33! weets! :D
from what you see, slack also can pass.
whoever who cant pass license for this song is seriously noob la.
the song is so long, and then you have to perf so little only .__.

1m for nothing but a dream db4!
cool huh, i missed one cfm and 2 fms but still can :D

cancan db4, 850k.
im gonna train till i get 1m :D

unknown number of times i got 1m for party party db4! :D

almost 1m for baby bird! T.T
im gonna train! :D

and today, 吴馨慧 is so crazy -.-
she wanted to meet me in the morning to borrow 篮球火.
lols, then she went crazy over jerry.
grats my friend, you finally understand my feelings! :D

for the entire holiday, i only played and sleep.
hardly ate or drank XD
-______- this is called NO LIFE! :D

kay la, maybe marry tmr or something. (:
28th class bbq,
29th going overseas T____T
8th is my birthday! *hint hint*
toodles, :D

2008-11-21T19:33:00.002+08:00

dear stranger, thats not a joke -.-

. . . . .
kay end of post. :D
bye! XD
tmr then post la, so lazy -.-

2008-11-20T13:07:00.003+08:00

dear stranger, im old.

yeap, my memory is failing me .__.
i cant seem to remember things i said a minute ago -.-
dont have to even mention an hour or a day before.
maybe audition makes me stupid .__.

sian la, oh ya, did i post the post the ss of level 31 - 32? -.-
forget it, im too lazyyy. {:
oh yeaaaaa, i've got a new cpl again.
LMAO, maybe ...
nothing.

kay la, BYEBYE! :D

2008-11-16T18:53:00.004+08:00

dear stranger, please laugh at me.

havent been deleting inbox messages from phone.
read through them when i was rebornating my hair -.-
found some of them stupid.
all i want to say is, dont make promises you cant keep.
or i should say dont swear you can keep it.
dont assure me you can keep it, if you cant.

yeah, from what you read above, i went to reborn my hair today again! .__.
the beast part of the fucktarian part of that fucking woman
fucking cut my hair so short! _l_
plus, she didnt tell me she was gonna cut it ==
wl, now i dont want to go out already .__.
i dont want to go out till my hair grows longer T___T
by new year also wont grow longer i tell you -.-
longer by 1 - 3 cm maybe? -.-
go and die, woman.

carolin, carolin, carolinnnnnnn.
LETS GO PRETTY PLEASE.
just that i got no money now, .__.
i'll steal, mark my word :D

pear, maybe wednesday or thursday or friday we go okay?
but please dont laugh at my hair .___.

debbie, i dont wanna work at mac -_____-
walls aint any better, i know -.-
idk ley, but i wanna go work soon! :D

to that guyyyyyy.
i know you wont read this, cause you dont even know my blog (:
and i know you wont read this, but i'll never forget that day.
and i know you wont read this, BUT I DONT LOVE YOU AT ALL.
you should know that, but you insisted, didnt you? -.-
fooooooooooooolish, {:

2008-11-14T18:05:00.005+08:00

dear stranger, if its meant for me, im guilty.

if its not meant for me, then... im still guilty, for no reason.
blahblahblah. :D
nehnehneh :D
i dont care i dont care i dont care (:
but deep down i know i do .__.

new highscore for 188 db4! XD
706k :D
IM GONNA TRAIN TILL I GET 1m {:

1m for be my lover db4.
lmaos, i was pm-ing then so many miss, still 1m.
i wont pm next time and see my score (:

3254 techno party db4, ALMOST 1m.
wtf, missed one cfm. -.-
im gonna train till 1m. {:

LOOK! triplets {:
i loveeeee them :D

kay .__.
today met pear and debbie,
then went to sch to see appeal results.
LIKE SHIT.
KAIBOON STEAL MY SLOT D:
he managed to get into e2 -.-
I WANT LEH! _l_

guess what, since now im stuck in 3d.
platypus, plq, darius, sian cheong, celine, zhongda and more yucky people are in my class.
screw the guy who doesnt want to let me go 3b ._____.
but kinda saved, next year bomberchen teach 3b chinese!
wakakaka :x

kay laaa, tmr is lan day!
cousins all going to lan! yipee! ♥
okay, tired -.-
byebyeeeeeeeeeee. :D

2008-11-10T22:31:00.005+08:00

dear stranger, yayaya.

its beeeeeeeen such a long time since i last posted.
great news guys, the wound's healing quite well,
i should be able to go out soon!
three cheers for debbie the noob! ♥

woke up at a fucking early hour of 6 in the morning.
when i noticed that my parents were still at home, headed back to sleep.
woke up at 7 again to chiong fam channel XD

then played for the whole day -.-

okayyyyy. screenshots.

married. again -_____-
who ask me itchy hand go break with nana .__.

song bo, 3 hackers! :x
we played db8 ubp :D
MONEYYYYYY $_$

i think pear's drooling now .__.
everyone, im fine :D
dont worry! (:
okay, debbie, i should be able to go out soon!
:D CHEERS TO THE FREE $20! {:

to that 2 people:
& i've decided i dont like you,
if only i knew.
you two equally suckkkkkkk (:
you should know who you are :D
ah xuan knows both -.-
oh and xuan, please dont type their names here,
i dont want to dirty my blog with their filthy names.
i can might as well puke (:

2008-11-06T01:52:00.011+08:00

dear stranger, i doubt so.

well, plenty of screenshots, bear with it.
its 1.52am now, but im not at all sleepy {:
today, is kinda the best and worst day of my life.

first thing in the morning, license.
first try passed, and audition welcomes me to main.

then, i broke cpl with nana.

so sad.
even more frustrating to lose 153k just to break.

and after that, i changed my black skin back to yellow.

even more depressing.
i miss my orhlang T______T

and the most saddening of all,
MY BUNNY HAS ONLY LESS THAN 72 HOURS LEFT!
which means 3 days to earn 10k to buy it back D:
who can sponser me $10?
another 5k for skin changer?

bunny and orhlang, ily.

ps : this was taken long ago -.-

kay la byebye.
for once, this rich auntie is in need of cash.
and pear, for heaven's sake stop laughing behind your monitor cause i admit i'm a 'rich auntie'
-_________-

2008-11-02T21:50:00.003+08:00

dear stranger, dr buns is back in town :D

HOOORAY! I CAN AUDITION ALREADY!
YAYE YAYE!
dr buns is not lonely anymore :D
sad thing is, its gonna expire in 7.4 days .___.
AND I'VE GOT NO @CASH! D:

LOOK AT MY CUTE ORHLANG :D
and its kinda cool, it shows how many % exp i have already :D
so means 21.5% more.
which is a longggggggg way to go .___.

kay la, byebye :D
i gotta get some money outta my ass to buy dr buns again :D
i was thinking, maybe i should go back to yellow skin again.
idk -_____-

2008-10-30T13:26:00.002+08:00

dear stranger, copycattttttttttt.

WAH LAO.
FUCK THE GMS LA.
_l_ _l_ _l_
i cant download audition's new patch.
download halfway then the runtime error pop out.
many others are having this problem too D:
i never play for 3 days already leh.
poor bunny. so lonely.
AND MY BUNNY'S GONNA EXPIRE SOON,
still dont let me play T____T

sad sad sad.
maybe going out tmr, idk {:
okay byebye D:
i go play the http://s1.rewujie.com/
heh l:

2008-10-29T20:05:00.005+08:00

dear stranger, lol.

kay, new skin, kinda plain though.
dont really like it l:
decided to make a new skin only because
audition has been patching for about 11 hours or more already.
since 8 plus in the morning till now.
i wonder what the gms are doing. hah.

okayyy, bye.
WTF i just found out 2 idiots chose exactly the same combi as me.
crap laaa.
i want to change sch.
good luck to me.